What a beautiful day

Today was very beautiful. The sun was shining, the sky was a very pretty blue (I’m going to miss that when I go back home). The temperature was perfect. I had lab at Long Marine Lab today, so it was even nicer cuz I got to go to the beach (well, on the cliffs anyway). We had lecture and got our notebooks back. I almost had a breakdown. I got a ~79%. I wanna cry. It was all petty stuff. I hate this SHIT!!! I don’t curse in speech that much, but I have to vent somewhere. I have put in soooooo much work into my notebook, and to get it back and have them say it’s average??!!! (Oh, yeah, I forgot to mention that some of that was extra credit clean-up work). *sigh* I made Dawn (my TA) feel so bad. It wasn’t even her fault. I had a hard time talking because I was so choked up. I wanted to cry so bad. I wanted to run out on the cliff and float to the ocean and have it swallow me up whole, never having to face the problems that my life has been giving me lately.

So I sat out their, on the same cliff that I wanted to jump off of. I admired the waves and enjoyed the breeze and soft sunshine. I breathed it all in and relaxed.

It’s still a beautiful day. . . .