My dream.

I had a very strange dream (more like a nightmare) last night. It was more like this morning. I was so frustrated by it that I didn’t want to wake up because I wanted it resolved. I must’ve hit the snooze like 50 million times. Let’s see what I remember . . .

For some reason, we were all still living in this apartment at Merrill (Shalea, Juan, and me), but, Juan was going to Garfield (yeah, kinda hard, I know). So Juan is kicking back with this girl with light brown very curly hair at school. She is sad and Juan is trying to console her like he does with every sad girl he sees. For some reason, he thinks that giving her a ring that matched his own would make her feel better. This ring was basically a class ring with a crystal attachment that in my dream, for some reason, had the same significance of a couple of wedding bands (without being official). I know the rings sound hideous, but that is not the point. The point is that he gave her that ring! He did not give me the ring! He didn’t even tell me about it!!!! (Oh, and you wear it on your left ring finger!!). So I confront him and ask him what the hell was he thinking when he decide to give her that ring. He says it was only to make her feel better and that they’re just friends. He kept downplaying it all and making it seem like giving a matching wedding band to a girl-friend is normal when you already have a realgirlfriend. I was furious. I even confronted that girl and she was with her friend. They were basically all like “well, he gave it to her” and blah blah blah telling me that they were just friends but I could see in their demeanor that they were enjoying putting me through all that pain so that that girl could end up with Juan. I fought Juan quite a few times and never resolved anything in the dream. Shalea was very supportive and wondered what was gonna happen.

I woke up when Juan knocked on the door. He was leaving to go see his TA. I looked at him and was so mad and dissapointed. I explained and he laughed and I got a little peeved. My emotions were running high. “You’ve never bought me a ring before, and you bought her one!”. It irked me that he just laughed at me for being mad at him.

It felt so real. God, what did I eat last night?