Like the icon says. Blah.

I feel so tired, achey, bloated, irritable. Yep, it is that time of the month. Yay. Oh, you know what’s even better? Today is our anniversary. Our third wedding anniversary. Our 11th of being together was on Sunday, and it passed without a mention because we’re over it. And really the big deal this go round was that we had an excuse to indulge on iPhones. But in all reality, we would have gotten them regardless, from the looks of it. I am just sad that we probably won’t go out and have a nice dinner because I feel utterly craptastic. Oh well.

I just noticed how terrible I have been about replying to my comments. Sorry guys! Like I told Tara in one of the comments, what ends up happening is that I read them while I check my email in a rush, and then I feel like it is taken care of later. So I forget to check back and reply. *is lame* Yeah, so if I missed a comment, especially if you had a question, let me know. I went back a couple entries.

I can’t believe that HP is out this week. I have friends watching it tonight. I am waiting until Sunday. I have a long work week ahead of me and I will enjoy Sunday when it comes around.

Oh, and if you get an email from me with the line “Sent from my iPhone”, I didn’t put it there, my iPhone did. *facepalm* I hadn’t noticed it until I read a sent email. lol I am not that pretentious.

ETA: So remember how I said it is our anniversary? Well, this morning, I woke up from a horrible nightmare. I dunno how, but Juan died. It was all the aftermath, me bawling my eyes out, everything was in dark grays, tons of people. Thing is, I hardly knew any of them. They were all there for his wake/funeral, but as I cried and cried, no one would comfort me. I wanted to just fall apart in someone’s arms and cry my heart out, but no one bothered. I would find myself sneaking off to email la chusma or post online because I knew that at least you guys would care. Apparently, everything happened so fast that not even our friends knew, I dunno why. I finally woke up and saw Juan lying there and I had to reach out and touch him to make sure he was real. What a great way to wake up to your anniversary, eh?

12 Responses to "Like the icon says. Blah."

mollytype says:

July 11, 2007 at 12:06 am

Girlie issues suck. Especially on your anniversary. So sorry. But congrats on 3 years of marriage!

No worries on not responding to my comments! You are a busy, busy girl.

Dude, that dream sounds awful. I hate anxiety dreams like that. When I tell Ben, “I dreamt you died”, he says “was it a good dream?” I don’t know if he’s being funny or just not paying attention.
1. anitza says:
  
  July 11, 2007 at 8:34 pm
  
  All my dreams lately have been anxiety-filled. Not cool. But thanks on the well wishes! 😀
majorxero says:

July 11, 2007 at 12:15 am

I’m sure you know that if anything happened, I would be there in a heartbeat to be there for you. You and Juan are my family and if anything happened to either of you, I wouldn’t even give it a second thought. Don’t feel bad because you couldn’t be there when my dad died. I know you couldn’t and its okay. But I know what its like to lose a loved one. Give him a smack on the head and ask him “whyd you have to go and die, jerk? You have any idea how expensive these *gags* iPhones were?!”
1. anitza says:
  
  July 11, 2007 at 8:35 pm
  
  awwwww, thanks memo. *hugs*
ozo_head says:

July 11, 2007 at 12:18 am

I’m right there with ya on the crappy-time-of-the month thing, luckily (for me at least) 1. It’s not my wedding anniversary and 2. On the way out (of the period, not the marriage, lol). but yeah…..NOT fun times.
Everywhere I turn I see HP, it’s making the lead up to next week worse! I can hardly stand it! I CANNOT wait for Sunday, and the 20th? Forget about it…*bites nails even more at the thought of book 7*
Sucks about your nightmare though. I think I’d be the same too, just give me somewhere/someone to collapse in my sorrow. I keep telling Jesus, I better go before him, cuz I wouldn’t be able to handle it. You know, our husbands are very much alike (seriously, bet YOU never thought we’d end up with the same type of guy huh? me neither!) and I think you’d understand when I say that if for whatever reason I find myself without Jesus, I don’t think I’d ever bother with a real relationship again. I mean, rare are the guys that can come close to Juan and Jesus, right?
1. anitza says:
  
  July 11, 2007 at 8:36 pm
  
  *nods*
boeluen says:

July 11, 2007 at 9:33 am

Oh Mag! *sends positive happy vibes* Don’t let crappy moments getcha down – it’ll be over soon and you’ll be a ray of sunshine, like usual.

The iphones do look fantastic – you’ll have to let us know what you think after you get used to them a bit.

Froggy, my friend Anna and I are going to see HP tonight. *dances about excitedly* After the second day of clumsy vampire bites I think I deserve a bit of fun. Unfortunately we’re not going to an IMAX though – the IMAX here is only playing the French version. *grumbles*

The good thing about bad dreams is waking up. A few weeks ago I had an awful dream that I was killing someone – and doing a really crappy job of it as well. I’m not good at unprovoked violence. Anyhoo it really shook me up – when I woke up. Froggy said I had just been watching to much tv. It’s not anything like imagining life without Froggy though. I don’t think I want to even think about thinking about that. Your nightmare could have been brought on by something you’ve seen or read – but being surrounded by a bunch of people you don’t even know, that would never happen. If anything were to happen to you guys we would all swoop down and offer our love and support (and those of us that can’t yet travel would send you all the good vibes we could).

*fedexes lots of love, and tea*
1. anitza says:
  
  July 11, 2007 at 8:37 pm
  
  Oh geez, after everything you’ve been through you deserve more than a day at the movies, but unfortunately, it isn’t quite over for you yet. At least you’ll get to see the movie first! Will you be able to get a book and read it in your down time?
  1. mrnicefrog says:
    
    July 12, 2007 at 8:51 am
    
    It’s Boe on Froggy’s computer. I’ll be in the hospital but Froggy’ll buy the book and read to me.
    
    Catch you when I get out! *grins*
catz_me says:

July 11, 2007 at 9:48 am

*hugs* for time of the month. Yuks.
*hugs* for bad dreams
and congratz for 3 years of marriage and 11 of being together!
1. anitza says:
  
  July 11, 2007 at 8:38 pm
  
  Thank you, thank you, and thank you. 😀
purple_equator says:

July 11, 2007 at 9:04 pm

Yuck babe. I´m sorry things are feeling icky all round. I can´t believe it´s been 3 years! It feels like just yesterday…seriously! Congratulations–You guys are still awesome together 11 years later…that´s a pretty amazing thing! besos.

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